Soldiers for Him

2011-06-15T01:55:00.001+08:00

SHOOT I CAN'T SLEEP!
CHURCH CAMP TOMORROWWWW
(or rather 6 hours time)

I BET NO ONE WILL READ THIS BEFORE CHURCH CAMP
OMG I'M A PSYCHIC!

2011-01-01T14:20:00.002+08:00

HELLO

I don't even know why i'm posting here but well

this kinda poped up in my com wow surfing(woooo) the internet

soooo

HAPPY NEW YEAAAAARRRR!!!:D

I bet no one's gonna see this post till at least a month later!:D

but oh well damn we should have an outing together haha

okok back to doing stufff i usually do

which is nothing

OK BYE!

-sam:D

LOOK HERE NEW POST!!!

2010-07-05T18:42:00.004+08:00

Hey guys. Haha. I dunno how many of you will actually read this but..
I really miss us.

Like I really do. I was just reading through our past archives- we fought, yes. We quarreled, yes. We disappointed each other, yes. But we were so close..
We encouraged each other, we sorted things out between us, we talked so much, so much of us was shared with the rest. I really miss that kind of bonding between all of us.
I miss talking to Josh, I miss laughing at Sam's retardedness, I miss hanging out, I miss all our wonderful great plans..
Becky, Kar, Vicky, Joy, Bird, Van, Josh, Noah, Sam, Marcus, James, Ben, Zeph, Hillary, SJ, Ian..
We had so many hopes for ourselves, to grow together, to be closer than a cell etc, and I really believe like we found true friends in each other.. So what happened to us?
Hm..
I mean, of course we all grew closer to our zone and all, esp the past 2 years, but our blog was still active the first part of last year yknow! Then it died.. And we kinda stopped hanging out.
Haha.
Do you still rmb how we used to stay back almost every Sunday?
Like after service, we'll just hang around in church or go out for a movie or smth. Those weeks when we had worship sessions (though sometimes a bit fail..) and talks and discussions abt angels and went to vivo for movie and played with the water at the rooftop there. How we hung around L4 and played hide and seek and other retarded things (hahaha).
Um, that time when James was the seeker I think, then all of us went to hide. And after a long while no one found us so we went up to L4 to meet up. Then James, who was there all alonggggg, popped up and supposedly 'found!' us. Haha :P
I really miss those times, don't you guys?
Like how close we used to be and all. Sure we had our problems and everything lah, but I mean we sorted them thru in the end, right? And besides.. Now we're older (a bit..) and hopefully more mature.
Bonds made between people should never be broken. Esp those of a family.

Haha. I believe a lot of you also miss us.
We had so many aims for ourselves!
Haha I saw like a few posts made late 2008/ early 2009, with like goals for ourselves to grow more united and NOT fight and bond more. But what happened?

Let's get together one of these days, okay? And catch up. And hopefully we'll grow to be even closer than before.

I LOVE YOU GUYS!! (:
Never stopped.

love,
sarah

2010-07-05T18:31:00.001+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MARCUS! :D

2010-04-05T18:38:00.001+08:00

HELLO PEOPLE

< haha sam I beat u nehninehnibooboo
just to update on my beautiful life > as always has been
I love >God
chocolate
fish
Clothes
Shopping
Doggies

SEE YOU ALL AT CHURCH CAMP

Miss u all
Let us all go bonding again . . .

2009-12-25T23:38:00.002+08:00

ALRIGHTT GUUUYYYYSSSSS

its been a few BILLION YEARS
since there's been a post here so like
i know i'm like 23+ hours late but like

MERRY CHRISTMAS!
HOOOOOOOOOHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

alright so yeah haha remember this day
for samuel revived the blog!:DDDDDDDDD
yepyep so yea that's about it
SO COME FOR CHRISTMAS UNWRAP TMR
OR ELSE
I WILL
cry?D:

WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
-merry christmas!

All shall fade...

2009-08-05T22:02:00.002+08:00

I watched the world along the longest shores of the earth,

There, I layed in between the disaster beach of Sydney and Perth.

I watched the sunrise to sunset,

The drips of water dripping from the driest oceans off the lily pads.

From dawn to dusk, I layed.

From twilight to the never ending days, I prayed.

War and violence came to no end.

Fear gripped the people's heart till nobody made a stand.

All hope seemed lost,

The world paid the cost.

Hiding ourselves in the darkest caves,

While the sky were filled with raids.

Black smoke rose into the air all around,

Crying and silence was the only sound.

There were no songs sung.

No songs but one.

" Home is behind,

The world ahead.

And there are many paths to tread.

Through shadow,

To the edge of night.

Until stars are all alight.

Mist and shadow,

Cloud and shade.

All shall fade.

All shall fade... "

2009-08-04T11:51:00.001+08:00

Prayer request
Hey guys, my class just found out that my teacher's two kids, both very young, are down with H1N1
so like pray pray pray that nothing bad will happen.
and that they will have a speedy recovery :D
yepp (: thanks.

becky here :D

Undivded hearts ( pass it on)

2009-07-26T22:56:00.002+08:00

You are the shadow of love itself for us.

You are the oasis in life's sand.

You are our ultimate refuge.

Where we cry, You hold our hands.

Enchanted love, a flame that never quenches.

You light us in our fog, warm us in our cold.

thats all i got so far ahhhh need more inspiration lol.

Rapture

2009-07-19T20:21:00.002+08:00

Alone with all the stars above and ocean under me,

Not a cloud in heaven, not a sail on the sea,

I started seeing deeper than the real world rushing by.

And the forests, the mountains, nature, everything,

Seemed to speak and question, in confused murmuring,

The waves of the sea, the fires in the sky.

And the infinite legion of stars that one sees,

In a loud voice, a deep voice, a thousand harmonies,

Were singing, and their fiery coronas seemed to nod ;

And the breakers, which can never be chained and never rest,

Were singing, curling back the foaming on their crest:

' It is the Lord, the Lord our God!'

Reverie

2009-07-19T20:18:00.003+08:00

Now is the time when the horizon, set ablaze,

Is hiding its forehead in a circle of haze -

The hour when the giant star turns red then sinks to dust.

The trees on the hill are turning gold in its rays:

You might say that in these declining autumn days

The sun and the rain have turned the forest to rust.

Let it come and give life to everything i sing,

Oh spirit! - as in an autumn sky that's darkening -

And cast its magical reflection in my eye

And, dying out at length in muffled echoes in the mist

With the thousand towers of its fairy palaces,

Raise its violet crenellations in the sky!

The Djinns

2009-07-19T20:15:00.002+08:00

Jumbled syllables

Are still reaching us,

As when Arab hear

The sound of a horn:

All along the shore

Chanted songs unfold,

And the dreaming child

Dreams a dream of gold.

Unsure

Of night,

I pause ...

The round

World fades,

And space

Deflates

The sound.

The Captive

2009-07-19T20:07:00.002+08:00

I love the red towers, the noise

Of pennants blowing in a breeze -

These triumphant pennants - and these

Gold roofs like children's toys ;

And, to rock my passing thoughts back

And forth more gently, I love

These high tents balanced on top of

An elephant's back.

I love the sweet and burning

Scents of this land. I adore

The foliage trembling

Above a gold window or door,

Water bubbling from a spring

Beneath a bending palm tree,

And white storks on white minarets

Surrounded by the sea.

I like to sing a Spanish air.

Lying on the bed of moss,

While my sweet companions there -

A band of women - toss

Their hair and batter the ground

With their feet, where smiles abound

And everyone can dance their round

Underneath a parasol.

2009-06-28T22:04:00.001+08:00

I guess its the last day of the hols

Not really sure how will i survive school

2009-06-27T14:06:00.001+08:00

A Little Too Late, But
anyone good at physics?
and is free. lols.

Epic moments

2009-06-25T23:59:00.009+08:00

here are 20 epic moments( mostly myself) that happened to me during june hols.

1) I was out at cold storage and my friend was looking for a gingerbread shape for baking. i said they dun have gingerbread. then this ang moh woman said " gingernuts u should try them its lovely." and me and my friend being nice said " oh ya i tried it its wonderful :) "

2) I was again at the same cold storage, same stupid section when me and my friend were wearing uniforms. then another ang moh woman came up to both of us. Looked at our badges which was acs badges and said, " Excuse me, do you work at cold storage? "

3) I was yet again at cold storage. This time, at another section. There happened to be this " Jello" yoghurt kinda thing. and got alot of different flavours. so at first there was like this vanilla flavour thing. and another one which was vanilla also but it was sugar free. So my friend asked, " what is the difference? " I said, " you see this? the vanilla flavour that is not sugar-free is heavier. The one that is sugar- free is way lighter. How much you wanna bet that the fruit flavour is the heaviest because the sugar is light and strawberry flavour does not contain all the fruits. ( it was a wild guess) " true enough, it was true. later we went to another section of "jellos" then we saw oreo flavour and oreo sugar-free flavour. i said " how much u wanna bet that oreo sugar free is lighter than oreo flavour. true enough, it was. Then later my friend put it back in the opposite direction that did not show the brand name. Then i said " nonono u have to put it back the original way. U need to show off the brand name." then i didn't realize there was an ang moh man behind me listening to all my weight theories. Then i kept quiet then he suddenly look the jello that was the one i said must show off the brand. so was quite funny.

4) While watching "The Ghost Of Girlfriends Past", there was a scene where Uncle Wayne( a character in the show) said to Conner " This is how many condoms you have used" then there was a mother and son directly behind me. The son asked " Mummy, what are condoms? "

5) Still, watching this show, there was a scene that was not so funny but the mother behind me was laughing so retardedly and loudly. And i was like " wth " already. then suddenly when everybody laugh finish there was this other woman from some corner behind who burst out laughing like an evil witch. so the entire cinema laughed again. Not cause of the scene but the laughter.

6) Ok this one is really funny. I went out with my friends to a coffeeshop. I ordered Hor Fun. Then later i was day dreaming then the drink uncle came to ask my friend do u want any drinks my friend said no. then he looked in my direction and asked if I wanted any drinks. But i thought he was talking to the man behind me. then i folded my arms stoning there. Then my friend after 20 secs said " OI he is talking to you." i was like " huh?" then my friend said " What drinks do you want? do you want water? ". I said " Huh? water hor fun? " -.--.- ya i was seriously stoning k so ya cant blame me T.T.

7) Ok today i left my friend's house at 10. i would normally reach home at 11. I was waiting for the bus. and apparently my friend was laughing at me because i said smth funny but he wouldnt tell me. so i was like thinking of what i said. then my friend was looking in his bag for his wallet then suddenly the bus 54 passed us. we were like " SHIT SHIT! " ok so not so bad so we waited 15min. then we were super thirsty. so i said " eh wanna go mrt? go 7-11. Hopefully there is one. " so we went then i said " If we cross the overhead bridge and see 54 im gonna slap myself " True enough just as we crossed over, a 54 came -.- then we said nvm at least we get our drink. Then we went mrt no stupid 7-11 -.-. and we missed a train!!! Missed two buses and one train. so reached home at 12 instead.

will post the others another time

2009-06-22T23:13:00.002+08:00

A N Y W A Y

People are often unreasonable, illogical and self-centered;
Forgive them anyway.

If you are kind, people may accuse you of selfish, ulterior motives;
Be kind anyway.

If you are successful, you will win some false friends and some true enemies;
Succeed anyway.

If you are honest and frank, people may cheat you;
Be honest and frank anyway.

What you spend years building, someone could destroy overnight;
Build anyway.

If you find serenity and happiness, they may be jealous;
Be happy anyway.

The good you do today, people will often forget tomorrow;
Do good anyway.

Give the world the best you have, and it may never be enough;
Give the world the best you've got anyway.

In the final analysis, it is between you and God.
It was never between you and them anyway.

Sands of time

2009-06-14T23:23:00.004+08:00

My time is up,

I missed my last chance.

If only I had a lamp to rub,

I would have wished for my last dance.

My attempt to reverse,

My attempt to run back,

Caused nothing more than a butterfly effect.

I heard of a Saviour who tells only truth,

I heard of a Saviour who takes away the blues.

And when you feel His touch,

You just want to be stuck in the sands of time.

Now that you're stuck in the middle of the sands of time,

You just lie on the sweet grass and close your eyes

On the ride of a secret journey,

On the ride of a magical journey.

I Hope Tomorrow Is Like Today

2009-06-09T01:04:00.000+08:00

I'm awake, you're still sleeping
The sun will rise like yesterday
Everything that we are now
Is everything we can't let go
Or its gone forever, far away
I hope tomorrow is like today
Don't you go away tomorrow
I don't think I could handle that
You're probably dreaming that you're flying on
Then you start to fall
But then you rise
and shine forever
Don't go away
I hope tomorrow is like today

2009-06-08T23:04:00.000+08:00

HAHAHAHHAHAHAHA EPIC. LOOK AT THE FAT GUY Xd

2009-06-01T17:39:00.003+08:00

Good Morning World :D
kay fine, it's afternoon, my bad
my sense of time has been warped ever since i got sick
anyway you dont need to know that :D
so i realised that i havent been doing my job as Blog IC and so i've decided to post
Yay Becky :D

firstly, JiaYou sec4s
kay its abit late for that, since the chinese O lvls is over liao
so anyway hopefully you guys studied well
and pray that you guys will do well yea :D

second is a prayer request for yours truly
as you guys know i'm sick. thats why nvr come to church for the past few days
so well, pray that i'll get better
and also pray that fever wont come
cause there might be a slight possible chance that i'm developing fever
also pray that it's not the dreaded pig flu
okay fine, the voice in my head says its not pig flu
its H1N1, like whats the diff.
so yeah. pray that it's not H1N1
and hopefully i'll be back next week :D
Yay. Miss you guys alot
Kay, so thanks for praying :D

2009-05-27T22:36:00.001+08:00

Hello, Ni men hao! : D
I haven't posted for so long! Zomg. Hi, Hi. hope you're are all doing suppppper well and keep smiling guys. Love your all ! Comment thy ljay.
http://amberdresses.livejournal.com
lurve, Joy.

The Unchangeable Story of A Ghost

2009-05-21T20:41:00.005+08:00

There was a ghost that stole my happiness,

Each time I met you, You---ou-ou.

Each time I looked in your eyes,

There was a cry saying " I love you-ou-ou".

Roses wither,

But my love is stationary for you.

It is never going to change,

And it's never going to change.

My love,

For you-ou-ou-ou-ou,

For you-ou-ou-ou-ou.

Once or twice I made a big mistake,

No in fact, it was a billion times over.

Staring out into the sun,

And I see your angelic eyes.

Roses wither,

But my love is stationary for you.

It is never going to change,

And it's never going to change.

My love,

For you-ou-ou-ou-ou,

For you-ou-ou-ou-ou.

And the weight of the world comes down on me likes brick and stones,

But I looked into my heart and saw something unchangeable.

2009-05-19T00:09:00.002+08:00

haha hello.

rampidsedy.

asthousplata pek seti wa.

meaning or no meaning. peanuts or cashew nuts.

man or no man. woman or no woman.

whacko kamino.

I would like a room for the night please :)

I guess i have to live on the streets...goodbye my love...he does not say it...there;s no room for softness no room for weakness. N0t here.

im porcupine. u are banana.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

Im dunno when im coming back honey...

Because im leaving on a jetplane...

Dont know when i will be back again...

I cant leave her. my sweet heart is in there. Your mother is my home now. Vanity kills you.

I dunno why i did such a stupid thing. I was drawn to you. i dunno im not usually like this i was just drawn to you.

My father.. was a fiend.. and one night he goes crazier than usual. Mummy takes out an umbrella. Daddy does not like it.....Not. One. Bit.

tum didi dum. pom de pom de pom de. u bet loverboy.

Your hair is really nice. it looks like my dog's fur. its really soft smooth. would u like to go out with me?

im sorry guys im terribly bored T.T

There is no secret love in this garden of life

2009-05-17T15:41:00.003+08:00

Look into my soul,

Look at me now.

I'm looking in your eyes,

Tearing inside, Oh those magical eyes.

There's no other way,

The price that I must pay.

Hiding in the dark,

Waiting for a spark.

In this secret garden,

Where everything's a secret,

I close my eyes and say a prayer.

In my secret heart,

Where everything's apart,

I open my eyes to a brand new start.

For there is no secret love.

Yea, there is no secret love.

I'm going back to the start,

To fix the broken parts.

With an empty heart.

In this illusion,

Where we dance,

I'll never get over you walking away.

But I'm drunk enough to let go of you.

To hell with my pride,

Let it fall like rain.

Let it fall,

Let it fall like rain.

Let it fall,

Oh wont you let it fall like rain from my eyes..

2009-05-07T22:14:00.001+08:00

Some people are just complete pigs.
just need to vent here. heh,
good luck for exams peeps.

2009-05-04T22:08:00.003+08:00

Well before encouraging you guys again

HAPPY THIS IS THE 500TH-POST-OF-SFH-DAY!!!

Seriously i didn't notice it till now
so yeah
See how after 500 posts we can still be tgt?:D
yeah btw how's your exam so far?
its like i'm asking myself haha
anyway i had eng paper 1 today
and wrote 500+words for compo
cool?!?!?!
no! haha but nvm haha just Trust in God
Also Thanks for being with me throughout the 500posts!
yeah that's about it
Don't worry for your exams yeah :] trust in the Lord
and yourself:DDDD
-peaceyyy

2009-05-04T21:33:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday To Joshua-h
see, i more on time can
okay i go study leh hahhas

2009-05-03T23:16:00.002+08:00

hello world
before i go into
EXAMISH stuff
and STRESSFULISH stuff

HAPPY be-early BIRTHDAY JOSH:D

Just wanna say thanks for being a bro
and a friend who's there when i'm in need :D
also L4D FTW
haha
anyways
for myes yeaa....
i don't know what to say haha
jkjk
BEST OF LUCK FOR MYES
wait luck?
no way
GOD BLESS FOR MYES
now that's more like it haha
i gues my post is even more retarded then becky
which is quite serious but oh wel

MAIN POINT:Don't stress yourself for the evil myes:D
Besides God Will be with You throughout guiding
and giving you answers :D
so yeah once again
GOD BLESS FOR MYES

love you guys!:DDDDD

-sam

2009-05-03T22:02:00.003+08:00

Examinations Galore
hey all my wonderful darlings :D
yes you hahahahha s
just here wishing you guys [whoever that's reading this]
good luck for your myes
than after that we'll go out together
and dum each other into whatever mess we can find

eg, we can dump sarah into the garbage bin where she belongs
or we can dump other ppl into other stuff :D
hahahahhas.
but for now focus on exams :D
[i'm so nice]

-becky (:

2009-05-03T21:55:00.002+08:00

Hey my friends its exams times again... a time of testing n trial.
But take rest in the fact that the lord will nv leave you nor forsake you. although the group might be segmented now, i believe we still have the love for each other n we are always keeping each other in prayer. so lets pray:
Lord i just wanna claim victory in SFH today that even when we are going through difficulties that would seem to engulf us lord i just thank you that we will overcome it. For we are your children, your people that you love. Lord may you grant us wisdom and clarity of the mind when we take our exams so that we can bring glory to you and you only. In JESUS most precious name we pray..
AMEN!!! (let it be done)
i would like to leave a few verses with u:

Hebrews 12:2 (New International Version)

2Let us fix our eyes on Jesus, the author and perfecter of our faith, who for the joy set before him endured the cross, scorning its shame, and sat down at the right hand of the throne of God.

Isaiah 41:10 (New International Version)

10 So do not fear, for I am with you;
do not be dismayed, for I am your God.
I will strengthen you and help you;
I will uphold you with my righteous right hand.

2 Corinthians 12:9 (New International Version)

9But he said to me, "My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness." Therefore I will boast all the more gladly about my weaknesses, so that Christ's power may rest on me.

Deuteronomy 31:8 (New International Version)

8 The LORD himself goes before you and will be with you; he will never leave you nor forsake you. Do not be afraid; do not be discouraged

2009-04-30T21:32:00.001+08:00

This coming Monday is my Bday haha this means

-I have another year with my friends

-i am older whooo!

-and more!

haha

2009-04-25T23:56:00.002+08:00

http://jokemail.blogspot.com/2008/07/doctors-never-laugh.html

http://jokemail.blogspot.com/2008/07/taking-trip.html

HAQHAHAHA go read quite funny. lets see u all can spot how many women there is in the photo. if u cant tell then u need to use a little thinking. technically.. bio

Moment Of Surrender

2009-04-21T23:29:00.001+08:00

I tied myself with wire
To let the horses run free
Playing with the fire until the fire played with me
The stone was semi-precious
We were barely conscious
Two souls too smart to be in the realm of certainty
Even on our wedding day

We set ourselves on fire
Oh God, do not deny her
It's not if I believe in love
But if love believes in me
Oh, believe in me

At the moment of surrender
I folded to my knees
I did not notice the passers-by
And they did not notice me

I've been in every black hole
At the altar of the dark star
My body's now a begging bowl
That's begging to get back, begging to get back
To my heart
To the rhythm of my soul
To the rhythm of my unconsciousness
To the rhythm that yearns
To be released from control

I was punching in the numbers at the ATM machine
I could see in the reflection
A face staring back at me
At the moment of surrender
Of vision over visibility
I did not notice the passers-by
And they did not notice me

I was speeding on the subway
Through the stations of the cross
Every eye looking every other way
Counting down 'til the pain would stop

At the moment of surrender
Of vision over visibility
I did not notice the passers-by
And they did not notice me

2009-04-13T00:42:00.003+08:00

hoohoo
Yeah first off
Congrats to invading teddys
you guys were awesome :D
each and everyone help to spell
awesome :D
k that was kind of lame
but anyway
i think maybe sfh hasn't been close lately
cause we all wanna stick with our cells
i mean for me i think that i left my cell out for too long already
so gotta strengthen relationships with them ya?
i dunno maybe God is giving us a period to
build up relationships with our cell?
or to settle some problems first haha
but anyway
I LOVE YOU GUYS X100000
haha seriously
and that number ain't gonna drop
but increase :D
so lets get ready for the week!!!!!
cya guys sooon!
>:D
-sam

2009-04-12T22:43:00.000+08:00

despite all that happened today
i'm really proud of all of you
love you guys loads.

invading teddies!

2009-04-12T20:51:00.003+08:00

2009-04-12T20:26:00.003+08:00

Guys It time TO be SFH!!!!!!

haha

guys hummmm going say a few things

haha

1. we need to spent more time with each other

2.We need to forgive and FORGOT

3.we need To be FRIENDS

haha we can Do it

really after years why do you think we never break

coz we love each other ^^

we really need this now guys.....

haha

2009-03-29T15:06:00.004+08:00

My words are simple,
My words are plain.

It has no spices to it,
But the very meaning I gave to it.
I have three simple words to say,
I Love You.

My feelings are simple,
My feelings are plain.

It has no spices in it,
But my very soul that comes from within me.
I feel one simple feeling for you,
Love.

My thoughts are simple,
My thoughts are plain.

It has no spices in it,
But my very heart that i so freely give.
I think one simple thought for you,
I love you.

I have become silent like the stars,
Without feeling, without a soul like a beast.
I have no mind of my own but have become dumb.
I no longer have a heart.
No longer, do I speak.
No longer, do I feel.
No longer, do I think.
No longer do I have a heart.

My heart is out there somewhere,
Still,
And always,
Will say three simple words,
I love you.

2009-03-22T17:21:00.003+08:00

I FEEL BAD FOR NOT POSTING.
SEEEEE, I'M POSTING NOW. (:

good luck Invading teddies!!!!!
LOVE THE NAME
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

2009-03-21T03:00:00.002+08:00

hahas
kk
short post
just wanna wish the people who are auditioning for
EVOKE YOUR DREAMS
tomorrow(i think)
good luck!
God's with you,you can do it
yea and er
God bless you all
kk
i halved-revived the blog
haha we've been really quiet nowadays
peace out-

2009-03-03T22:19:00.000+08:00

sorry joy if i hurt you in any way. forgive me for my insensitivity. won't do it again :)

2009-03-01T20:24:00.001+08:00

When We Dance

If he loved you
Like I love you
I would walk away in shame
I'd move town
I'd change my name

When he watches you
When he counts to buy your soul
On your hand his golden rings
Like he owns a bird that sings

When we dance, angels will run and hide their wings

The priest has said my soul's salvation
Is in the balance of the angels
And underneath the wheels of passion
I keep the faith in my fashion
When we dance, angels will run and hide their wings

I'm still in love with you
[I'm gonna find a place to live
Give you all I've got to give]
When we dance, angels will run and hide their wings
When we dance, angels will run and hide their wings

If I could break down these walls
And shout my name at heaven's gate
I'd take these hands
And I'd destroy the dark machineries of fate
Cathedrals are broken
Heaven's no longer above
And hellfire's a promise away
I'd still be saying
I'm still in love

He won't love you
Like I love you
He won't care for you this way
He'll mistreat you if you stay

Come and live with me
We'll have children of our own
I would love you more than life
If you'll come and be my wife
When we dance, angels will run and hide their wings
When we dance, angels will run and hide their wings
When we dance, angels will run and hide their wings
When we dance, angels will run and hide their wings

I'm gonna love you more than life
If you will only be my wife
I'm gonna love you more than life
If you will only be my wife
I'm gonna love you night and day
I'm gonna try in every way

(I had a dream last night
I dreamt you were by my side
Walking with me baby
My heart was filled with pride
I had a dream last night)

2009-02-28T20:33:00.003+08:00

:(....

How long more must it last?
How long more must i wait?
What more must i do so that it can be so??

I've given every bit of me to tell you all i am sorry.
I am sorry i acted big shot.

I am sorry i made suans that could have hurt you all.
I am sorry for the ass and immature piece of shit i was.

No longer i am like that,
But i've done nothing that is honourable or things that any of you should be proud of..
James, you of all people should understand what happened and why.
Zephan, i'm really sorry for last year's drama everything you and i said to each other.
Joshuah lim... thanks for being the friend who was always there to support me.
I remember how you wanted to get punched also because i was your friend.
I really thank you.
But sometimes... i need to settle things on my own.
My heart can never be pure or perfect but i am doing my best.
Becky, you cute little hamster... thanks.
Karyne, your never ending concern has touched my heart in every way.
Noah, thank you for being a welcoming host and your spirit of cheerfulness
Samuel, same as noah.
Hillary, i may not know you well but i think one way or another i apologize to all of you as SFH.
Ian, same as hillary. I'm sorry that you feel left out in the group and so. I truly am. because SFH is not a group for only 17 people. but the world can join us. and its true.
Songjie, thank you for teaching me things through ur experiences. i'm sure you will continue to impact ppl.
Van, you may not be in singapore but i miss you and we all do. Thanks for your never ending concern and little girl - likeness.
Bird, thanks for being so sweet.
Joy, you and i may have had problems, but we both know our friendship will not be destroyed just like tat. and thanks for being sweet alot of times too.
Marcus, same as noah.
Vicky, sports girl, i want to play with you someday. anyway besides that point just wanted to say thanks for being there for me too.
Sarah...sorry. all of you i want to say i am sorry. Sarah, as much as you don't want me to talk to you or say this... i really really regret alot alot of things i did to you. I am so super sorry. I spent nights crying, reading all the cards you ever gave me. i will go to school insetad of taking out a pen. i stare at the highlighter u gave me for christmas a few years back. But i know the hurts and things i have done to you cannot be compared to me... how many times i felt lousy and told you that you shouldn't like me and the trust i broke. I've tried my best to make it up.. and will continue to.. and i really do hope you will forgive me. but if you cant then i dun blame you.
Darryl low, you may not be in my cell but you are in my zone. and i was really angry at you too. I am so sorry...:( you won't even be reading this.. but no matter what i will not forget that we were freidns before. and i do hope we can be again. What happened today... if you guys dunno abt it. pls dun ask around. and those who know pls dun tell any one or even talk abt it to those who know.

All of you, i really love each one of you all very much. so ya... sorry.

2009-02-25T20:58:00.001+08:00

random, but.
I Love You All :D
(too lazy to name out everyone. lols. but you get the idea :D)

2009-02-25T19:47:00.002+08:00

HEY PEOPLE!!!!
i was wondering if we could go out be4 our training for lunch. i have a place that i think ur might like :)
erm meet at dhoby ghaut at 11.45?
then we will walk to that place together
PLS confirm ur attendance.
then we will go to church after that
SURPRISE FOOD!!

2009-02-22T21:41:00.002+08:00

You guys rock

2009-02-22T19:28:00.001+08:00

The PEACE Picture

isn't it cute? just that it's a little small

awww. lols

anyway have fun in your week at school

(i still have a pile of work waiting for me)

oh darn.

"The good morrow"

2009-02-20T16:04:00.000+08:00

I wonder by my troth, what thou, and I

Did, till we lov'd? Were we not wean'd till then?

But suck'd on countrey pleasures, childishly?

Or snorted we in the seaven sleepers den?

T'was so; But this, all pleasures fancies bee.

If ever any beauty I did see,

Which I desir'd, and got, 'twas but a dreame of thee.

And now good morrow to our waking soules,

Which watch not one another out of feare;

For love, all love of other sights controules,

And makes one little roome, an every where.

Let sea-discoverers to new worlds have gone,

Let Maps to other, worlds on worlds have showne,

Let us possesse one world; each hath one, and is one.

My face in thine eye, thine in mine appeares,

And true plaine hearts doe in the faces rest,

Where can we finde two better hemispheares

Without sharpe North, without declining West?

What ever dyes, was not mixed equally;

If our two loves be one, or, thou and I

Love so alike, that none doe slacken, none can die.

2009-02-19T16:42:00.002+08:00

There Are FIVE RANDOM things That I WISH Will HAppen To me

1. I WILl Own a Giant killer robot teddy bear

2.That someone will GivE me $10 For FREE

3. That It Will Start TO RAIN Pencils

4.That my school Will GIve OUt PSP!!!!!

5. NOTHING

2009-02-19T15:41:00.002+08:00

Hey guys!
This blog is filled with all the towards the not so positive side leh!
Let's make this blog happening yeah?
remember what we said when we first created this blog?
Ben said its gonna die one day BUT I BEG TO DIFFER!

Post happy things!
Haha.
Bye.

James™

Forget about the world

2009-02-17T20:20:00.003+08:00

Forget guns,forget ammunition

Coz thats what's making it worst

Forget money ,forget cars

Coz that what's making the world go round

Forget fortress,forget land

Coz thats what's making it go on and on

Forget bombs, forget tanks

Coz thats what's causing the numbers to never stop

Forget tears, forget joy

Coz i used them all up

Forget planes,forget rockets

Coz we ran out of time

Forget science, forget math

Coz we abused it

Forget home,forget buildings

Coz we blew them all up

Forget nature

Coz we killed it

Forget friends, forget families

Coz we used them against each other

Forget about love

Coz we lost it.....

Forget about peace

Coz we lost love...

Forget me Coz I need peace.....

Poem about peace ENJOY hope not to what for you guys haha

THIS IS noT A emo POst

2009-02-16T22:26:00.000+08:00

They looked at eachother, and saw heaven in the dephts of each other`s
lightened eyes
they stared at eachother for a moment, sighed feeling a pressing in
their hearts, and then closed their eyes
their eyes were drowning in a bitter sweet confusion, afraid to open
again.
They were beautiful, too beautiful, but incomplete
they had velvet dreams living in the limbo of fear and desire
they looked at eachother, and feared the worse
that they would trumble on madness, that they would fall hopelessly
in love...
their hands touched, felt the warmth, the human scent of roses
skin on skin, it was the beginning of something they could not
understand
they knew that if they let their bodies feel one another, they would
never be strong enough to walk away.
They were living under the fake lights, for ages
performing and playing characters, they almost forgot who they were
sometimes the people around them brought enough rejoicing
sometimes it was just too cold on the set, and inside of them
then their eyes met one another, and danced a crying tango
even when the two men did not understand their senses, defying them,
and winning...
The words their mouths wanted to say, were hurting
sufocated and emprisoned, like a cursed warrior after the war
they looked at eachother, then looked down
they were beautiful, too beautiful
their beauty was like a sharp knife cutting the veils in pieces, and
revealing the sun
the freezing cold would be finally over, if they let the sun touch
them whole
no masks, no fear, no shame.
The people around them knew it all along
it was meant to be pure and ravishing
it was meant to be the dawn of a new world
if they let their eyes dive into one another, a little bit closer
and wipe the tears from their eyes with the flowing feathers, and
their crying love
forsake the siege within...
The words their mouths wanted to say, were coming to life
that night had to be the night of forgiveness
for their useless hurt and wasted time
that moment had to be the beginning of forever...
when they reached out their hands, with no fear
and the two hearts collided, absorving the familiar matter, forming a
single one
the restrained sighs would be replaced by moans of endless pleasure
the clear words their mouths wanted to say all along, were now
released for the first time
"Gen melin! Gen melin!"
"I love you! I love you!"
Wiping away the tears from their faces, and breathing deeply
breathing eachother, no more hurt.
"Hush now don´t cry my angel!"
"Nelladell nîn."
"Angel of mine."

2009-02-14T14:15:00.002+08:00

well since i haven't posted for so long
and becky's crazily asking for roses from everyone

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY

Just wanna say that i Love you guys
superdooperulrtramegaimba Love you guys
(took me 10 secs to come up wif tat)
And yea hope we'll be TOGETHER
till the END!!!!!!
yea so that's about it
Keep the LOVE people!!
and stay COOOOLL
hahas :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

2009-02-08T22:57:00.002+08:00

Who would ever want to hear one's desperate cry,
Full of sadness,
Hopelessness,
Desperation.

Who would ever want to hear the dying screams of pain,
Brokenness,
Pain,
Left there without a heart to bleed.

For what can one do without a heart?
What can one do without a soul?

When all that bitterness of this world,
Can take everything from you

For what can we do without a living spirit?

Agony was never one of us,
Never part of us,
Not our kind.

It lied to us,
Now we must no longer be blind,
Because we knew what it would do what its done

For what can we do without a saviour?

2009-02-08T20:24:00.000+08:00

hey peoplee.
just here to say that van has a point
i mean don't you find that we take longer than usual to like settle something
even somethign as simple as where to eat for lunch LOL
and yea i admit sometimes i'm the poop who get sidetrack too.
lols. so i guess next time just pay more respect to the person talking (:
YEA BABYES!
anyway just asking...
evoke isit this friday start prac or something? lols
why do i seem so enthu about evoke?

2009-02-08T17:27:00.003+08:00

hey all... ok tis is no offence luhs.. just reminding u ppl only..
i find tat all of u should have like some respect for like the person who is like talking luhs.
like today.. at the foyer.. josh was like trying to tell u guys abt the evoke ur dreams thing..
dan like almost all of u were like side track.. luhs dan started to talk abt other stuff..

is like.. when one person talk ritexX.. the rest shld like listen and all. is like basic manners u all shld know.unless u tell me tat u don't know such things. so yea like one person talk the rest just listen .. and if like got any question and all.. ask later after like the person say wat he/ she wanna say. dan u ask..

or not is like.. when u talking.. dan someone ask one ques.. is like interupting the person.. dan like will nva finish saying and all.. hahas so yea..
just hope tat the next tyme it will not happen.. cause i was like irritated abt it. yea.

not scolding u ppl or wadeva.. just letting u ppl know.. cause it seems like it has always been like tat.. and like u all shld know or like can see tat is kinda diff to settle ppl down to like just listen to a person talk for like 15 mins or more.. yepps. (:

2009-02-05T22:57:00.001+08:00

happy bithday birdie :D
buahas.
love you (: hahahhaas.

2009-01-29T21:54:00.002+08:00

hey everybody (:
as the blog is like going to die (its not dead yet!)
i shall post something very very interesting
in big bold letters. buahas

so um, in case you guys didn't know
SFH is still taking part in Evoke
for those who are interested and have like no other group to join
lols. quitie sad. but yea.
so those who have like their own cell item can go take part in your cell thing. lols
but if not. join us (: buahas.

havent really decided wat we're going to do. probably wait and see how many ppl are like in the grou pand stuff first. so ya.
besides we have until 22 feb. buahahahahhahas.
save the questions for the weekend. lols.

anyway another important thing. (though its rather selfish)
my DARLING school is holding a fund raiser lols.
so yea. only 2 dollars
if wann donate so that they can build another. ANOTHER.
indoor sports hall can gimme the 2 dollars on sat/sun.
buahahahha,. i feel so mean lols.
SO BRGIN 2 DOLLARS ON SAT/SUN TO GIVE TO MY WONDERFUL SCHOOL , THROUGH ME.
thank you. buahas.
for the school....

2009-01-27T00:37:00.002+08:00

hellooo since no one wants to post..

HAPPY CHINESE NIU YEAR!!!

hoooo since this blog is so empty
to the extend that i HAD to spam it
might as well put all my spams into a post
:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
anyway just wishing you guys
Good luck for the yr(esp gambling..OOPS)
and yea God bless you
I LOVE YOU GUYS
HOOOOO
kk i guess i'm off?

ps.-wow if i had really spamed all this it wud be pretty cool XD

kk that's all

HONGBAOS FTW :D

2009-01-21T17:40:00.002+08:00

THis iS FOR All The Friends that love me soo much ^^

haha

erm today i kinda lost a game to North Light haha sad><

buts its okay.....

will try better

txs for all ur wise words and wise advice haha

i love you guys haha

anw Hayppy Bday vicky haha

muz take a break arr!!!!

haha

byes

The creed of a soldier, hero, warrior and more than a conqueror.

2009-01-20T21:33:00.003+08:00

Sometimes we're nothing.
All the time we're nothing.

Sense out of no sense
No sense but out comes sense.

A world of confusion and lost,
A world where time never pauses.

Sometimes doing well is not enough,
Sometimes being a hero is not enough.

We do whats more,
We need more.

Because sometimes boys are not strong.
Sometimes we have the strength of a lion
All the time, We have a strength of a human.

Sometimes they fall,
Sometimes we fall.

We fall like stars from the sky
Like its the end of the endless earth.

We hit the ground hard and strong,
On the soft sand that cut our flesh

We feel nothing.
We feel more than everything that could be felt.

No muscles left.
Our armour struck to the ground.
Our bare chest ready to take the hit..

We try to touchdown on the fields of gold
But all we got was silver.
It wasn't enough.
It isn't enough.

We're being more than heroes,
More than a soldier
More than a mighty warrior that stands without two feet.
More than conquerors...

But we're nothing more than nothing.
Nothing less than nothing.
What we need is more than strength.

Sometimes all we need is love.
The only energy that keeps us more than conquerors and what we dream to be..
What we were born to be.

2009-01-20T21:14:00.000+08:00

really really nice story. makes you stop and think.

Robert the Bruce, a young soldier, found himself in a terrible battle during the Scottish Reformation around 1300. The enemy was soundly defeating this young man's army. He and his comrades found themselves hastily retreating from the battlefield in defeat, running away in fear of their very lives. The enemy gave chase. This young man ran hard and fast, full of fear and desperation, and soon found himself cut off from his comrades in arms.He eventually came upon a rocky ledge containing a cave. Knowing the enemy was close behind, and that he was exhausted from the chase, he chose to hide there. After he crawled in, he fell to his face in the darkness, desperately crying to God to save him and protect him from his enemies.When he looked up from his despairing plea for help, he saw a spider beginning to weave its web at the entrance to the cave. As he watched the delicate threads being slowly drawn across the mouth of the cave, the young soldier pondered its irony. He thought, "I asked God for protection and deliverance, and he sent me a spider instead. How can a spider save me? His heart was hardened, knowing the enemy would soon discover his hiding place and kill him. And soon he did hear the sound of his enemies, who were now scouring the area looking for those in hiding.One soldier with a gun slowly walked up to the cave's entrance. As the young man crouched in the darkness, hoping to surprise the enemy in a last-minute desperate attempt to save his own life, he felt his heart pounding wildly out of control.As the enemy cautiously moved forward to enter the cave, he came upon the spider's web, which by now was completely strung across the opening. He backed away and called out to a comrade, "There can't be anyone in here. They would have had to break this spider's web toenter the cave. Let's move on."

"Where God is, a spider's web is as a stone wall. Where God is not, a stone wall is as a spider's web"

2009-01-20T00:00:00.000+08:00

happy birthday vicky (:
you are much loved by all of us. hahhahhas
a very very important and specila soldier (:
love you (:
may God bless you and watch over you in 2009 (:
love.

2009-01-15T17:18:00.002+08:00

Paper-bags and Plastic cups

Belong to the shopping cart

Happy people and sad people

They belong to a class

Pencils and pens

They belong to my pencil box

Notes and coins

They belong to a bank

But where do I belong

Word mean more then they seem

There is more to a creed

There is more to a name

2009-01-14T19:53:00.000+08:00

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH watch this. its super funny. if u need a break from work hope this cheers u up and helps u relax LOL.

Soldier For Him

2009-01-11T21:23:00.002+08:00

hmm hahaha ok...well lets see... hmm its a bit close to josh's post.

Anyway this morning i felt a bit disappointed.

coz even though last year i did always go down from main services messages i realized its not really right.

i mean firstly its like our goal number one somemore is to become closer to God.

thats a good goal honestly. but i feel if u want to become closer to God its abt listening to the word of God.

I know all of u go for the worship ( talking for those who goes for first service ). i mean thats good lah. thats very good actually.

But i realize last year i keep going down coz i find main service message like most of the time just not for me or its so boring. honestly sometimes i still fee; the same. which i think its natural.

but its like... we go for worship because we enjoy praising God and feel God's presence and etc. but we dun stay for the word of God.

Sounds a bit akward now right?

Well once in a while we should ask ourselves.. what are we going to church for? ur friends ?? just to enjoy worship then later go down and do work? or are u there for God. and u give him ur best in not only singing but listening.

I understand for alot of us its gonna be a busy year.. sec 3s and sec 4s. then sec 2 streaming. i understand lah.

But i think there's a time for everything. and thats even not to do work.

Somemore today's message was titled the posture of a wartime soldier. i thought it was a really good topic for us to listen to since we are soldiers for Him.

sometimes all we need to do is simply stop talking and just listen.

it sounds weird coming from me because i seem ot have the history of posting alot of these things and talking alot instead of listening.

but God changed me last year. so i really hope we all listen together as SFH. :)

2009-01-06T20:11:00.002+08:00

Joshuah SAY STAY HAPPY AND BE HAPPY!!!!!!!

Stay happy remember that God is with you all the time and he helps

LIke i kinda of lost some of my school friends for no reasons but i know that God will pull me through

Soo yea you may ask questions like "where did go wrong?" and stuff like that but just take a piece of paper and write down every good thing that happen to you and if it seem little think HOw can i do a good thing?

soo yea stay happy and be happy haha

cya guys

2009-01-04T22:20:00.002+08:00

hihihi
tmr is monday!!!
so sad lol
but nvm
soon wil be sat and
we'll be in church hooray!!!
okok tat was so lame
coz im boredd soo yea lols
anyway hope you guys have a great week(due to boredness)
and erm...tat's it?
lol kk
God bless?!

RAWRZAR
-peacey-

2009-01-04T16:39:00.003+08:00

Hey guys,
its been so fast,
this blog is gonna be a year old soon!
haha our group's been together for so long alr.
from our not so humble beginnings.
to where we are now.
you know, i've really seen this group grow and it makes me so proud at wad we have achieved as a group.
you know, i keep having a gut feel that this group might just one day cease to exist.
but let's pray this doesn't happen yeah?
anw, its been great having you guys as friends.
this year we should have aims.
and this is wad i propose

1) grow closer to God.
2) we need to bond more. not physically coz everyone's gonna be busy this year esp the sec 4s
3) do NOT fight. lols or quarrel.
4) lets give respect to the person who is talking. one at a time (im sure things will go faster this way.)
5) let's remain united for good and be an army for God till eternity yeah?
6) all rather simple aims dun you think?

see ya on the battlefield. :)

2009-01-04T16:30:00.002+08:00

HEy Guys,

haha today was fun but maybe next time you guys could come to the prayer meeting(seriously)

haha, coz like maybe we should be more of a jesus first christian... haha

to be honest i was kinda of disappointed that james never go haha but its okay haha

anyway next time can we go with or without ur friends coz i went there without you guys haha

not here to spoil the mood or anything haha

soo try k?

byes haha

2009-01-04T15:58:00.002+08:00

hey thanks josh for telling us ur first day of school, indeed God will pull us through another year becos he is faithful n i was thinking shouldnt we have a time of sharing too? like cell like that but we can go deeper:) we can come up with a time then come together on msn:) how abt Friday nights?? this is really for us to be bonded together. we dun wanna be a grp that u noe claims to be one but actually doesnt noe the problems of each other, i mean i all wanna be there for each other, in the good n especially in the bad. so perhaps we can creat this so that we are kept in touch abt the things that happen in sch n our daily lives
yeah so remember that the lord is faithful. he is always here for us:)
Loves,
Karyne

2009-01-03T23:51:00.002+08:00

Cutting flowers on a window

Sun setting for you

Coz the moon needs some light

My hands are open

Its hard to talk with all the noise

Its hard to keep a empty creed

Got to be more then hope

Smoke and dust is hope too

The wind is dying for you

The bullets quit the gun for you

And we sit

But we sit...

MAke FriendS Not Soldiers

Make Buses Not tanks

Make Airplanes Not Fighter jets

MAke Pens Not Bullets

MAke paper NOt Guns

Make schools Not Fortress

MAke Food Not Bombs

Create love Not War

2009-01-03T23:18:00.002+08:00

HEy guys,

haha since you guys are not going to share bout ur first day of school, I shall share first haha

erm once i step in my school hall like very silent soo scary haha

I dropped to the last express class ><

very sad.... but i shall make it (i think)

my geog teacher say that my class is all the dumb people one ><

sad hor?

anyway my form teacher is like some Chinese teacher and my EL teacher seems like a kind person untill she ask us to write a 500 word SA in 30 mins!!!! i mean like?????????

haha but i still made it i wrote bout my mission trip haha

It was a fun/sad day over all haha

ohh yea my class got soo much boys :/

hahahahahah see you guys!

stay happy

PS: is my hair too short haha?

2009-01-01T00:56:00.002+08:00

since i dun see anyone online
plus i live dam near church lol
(even thou Vicky and Sarah oso)

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!!!!
WOOOHOOOSDAFASJNDFASIDBFIASDJNF
WOOOOTS
have a blessed new year
coz like this yr
had its ups and downs
but all in all we made it thru
coz we rocked so hard..LOL
also rmb to
THANK GOD FOR GIVING US
A NEW AND REFRESHING START
WOOOOOO!!!!!!!!
i have to say we made thru a few things
like dam thirsty(confirm one lol)
and hungry(sum ppl :p)
so all in all
HAPPY NEW YEARRR!!!!!!!
MAKE 2009 AN AWESOMEMATIC YEAR!!!!!
wow tats a cool word yea
seee u all on SAT!!!!!!!
and i love all of you!!!
RAWRRRRR!!!! > :D

ps..Reuben we din do our issue no.1 lol

2008-12-30T23:06:00.001+08:00

happy birthday song (: hahahahhas
its not too late hahahs
so during th last hours of your bday,
we shall wish you happy bday (: hahahahas
yay. tml's watchnight. dun be late

2008-12-29T21:37:00.002+08:00

Erm hi guys?!

erm about this sunday erm sorry? ><

i am not sure if you guys really talk behind my back or hate me or smt but i juz want to say that i love you guys and sorry for being such a ass on sunday....

sorry zephan for being bossy but i really did not mean to be bossy,i will try to change k?

I am not angry at vicky or sarah for leaving

or am i angry at song jie for making a band but i really wish that maybe next time you could tell me?

soo yea i really don't mean to be bossy or whatever,if i have offended anyone in anyway i am truly sorry and i pray that we would be a better group next time ><......

I love you guys and i hope that you guys would grow stronger ^^

bye!

2008-12-28T23:01:00.003+08:00

ok since i'm bored
oh wait i'm not i can play cs!
LOL i'm such an addict
anyway bird ask me to post it
and i DID not edit anything
so like the 2nd half of the 1st sentence
she say one(which is not true LOL:D)
---
ATTENTION SFH PEEPS, THE OH=SO-WONDERFUL-ELIZABETH SPEAKING. (HAHAHAS, joking, but still quite true!)
on watchnight, everbody must wear FORMALY.
Girls must wear dress and like, flats or whatever, NO SNEAKERS, ( for van)
Boys must wear like, long pants and tie. shirt can be long or short sleeve.. aiyah, just formal can already lahs

LOVES,ELIZABETH. (:
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tie? rofl!(sam:D)
edit!-i tink she's thinking
that we're dresing for sum
superdoopermegaultra grand dinner
ok nvm offf to cs!! : ppppp

2008-12-27T21:19:00.002+08:00

hey guys :D
kinda have some news to break? bad news i tink...
er.. the gala night thing is cancelled
yes cancelled
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ok let me explain... erm mainly coz there are quite a few ppl backing out and there are some complications and upsets... so yea...
ok i am also one of the 'culprits' of the ppl backing out. coz i dun think i will be able to attend the practices and all. coz next year i have a lot of commitments in school and tournaments are all at the beggining of the year... so yea.. i dun wanna be like part of the thing but dun turn up or wtv
okk.. i hope this dosent upset too many :( i mean if you guys still wanna carry on with it i guess it still can be discussed again :) haha ok so lets remain happy :DD smile!!!
and merry belated christmas to all!!

cheers,
vicky

2008-12-25T19:15:00.003+08:00

I never said we weren't united right?
in my post where got United this word?
anyway, what samuel said is true what.
why can't I be with songjie, is it a crime?
And i said sorry to reuben how many times already.
you go ask him lah. -.-
you want me say again, then i shall say it.
I'm sorry, ben.
But you also can't blame me what.
i mean like the gala thing, reuben has so far mostly been in charge of it.
So of course i'll go to him first right?
If you were me, you also would have done it.
( dont say you wont do it josh )
Anyway, for all your info,
Songjie and I haven't seen each other for a while,
cause we've been so busy.
Me with sku & Gb, him with his connection.
that we hardly get to see each other.
So theres been no physical contact if thats what your are worried about.
and frankly, i still think that Separating me & him for no good reason
( I dont count the physical thing as a Good reason. )
is ludicrous,
So Sorry to those who came up with this decision. ( james, josh & van )
Dont mean to disrespect your decisions, but theres always another side to it.
And We're still very united, just some minor things that always gets in our way.
Songjie & I have talked about it already,
and we've decided to go with the flow la, see how it goes.
but Please, people in my group, Hope your can bear with my black face.
I'll respect your decisions, but your also have to respect my choices.
So, yeah.

2008-12-24T23:59:00.001+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JESUS
today is the day that our saviour was born into this world
though he knoew that he would have to die
he would have to suffer
he still chose this path. for us
he is that good (:
so lets celebrate this day together, as one (:
MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYBODY (:
loves.

2008-12-24T23:52:00.004+08:00

EDIT-
ya i noe becky said but just to say it again
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JESUS
THANK YOU FOR SACRIFICING YOURSELF
TO SAVE US I LOVE YOU JESUS!
-----------------------------
HEY!! hoohoo

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!

haha woooo
its like we're counting down for christmas
anw merry christmas to all of you!
and this post prob look similar
to my post on my blog
coz like i typed them all out
on notepad then
copy and paste you noe haha
ok if i'm the first to like post this

woohoooo

ok tat sux hold on.

WOOOHOOOOO

yea better lols
anw er wat else?
oh yea i'm gonna do sum
MASS-TAGGING OF BOARDS
at the same time MUAHAHAHAZDSAFHSADAFIHASDFM
like i go to multiple blogs and tag
at the same time
AND I CAN DO IT
with firefox haha
DAM...i wonder why i can't do a joke-y post anymore
anw one thing abt gala nite
its like up to you guys
if u wanna see gala nite as an event
where we fought with each other
i mean like just accept la lols
i dun understand why joy can't be with song jie
i mean like is tat a crime?
will we like die and all coz of tat?lol
maybe...i oso wan be with song jie!
LOL jkjk...oh wait i'm with him liao i tink?
OK NVM
or rmb it as the awesomest event
where we rock our *** out :DDDD
OK NVM
anyway ya once again
with colours!

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!!!

i so rock for postting this :D
jkjk peacy!

Is there anyone who loves?

2008-12-24T23:31:00.002+08:00

Is there anyone that falls?

Is there anyone who sins?

Is there anyone who hears?

Is there anyone that fails?

coz when I look around I see everyone doing well

So I bottled everything up

If the invitation is open to

every heart that is broken

Then I will close the curtain .

Is there hands raised?

Are we happy people

or are we happy plastic people?

Am I the only feeling so small?

Am I the only one who fails?

Is there anyone who cry?

Is there who helps?

Am I the only one who sins.

Where did I go?

Where is my friends?

Where am I today?

Did I cry too much.

Did I sin too much.

Did I say to much.

Coz I don't see any invitations....

2008-12-24T01:21:00.002+08:00

hey i think what joy said is not really true la... i think that we are united as a group and that ben is not trying anything funny he is just trying to help... and if joy and song jie want to be in the same team then fine but i think you guys know what God really wants but i can't do anything rite?

i am just a guy.... let me tell you ,breaking one law is breaking all the laws.... we may not kill or rape but even just lying may bring you to hell... and joy i don't really think that you are doing any good by saying that we are not united i mean we had the guys and gals war but we pulled through right? and if we have like soo much problems juz like that i think we should not have a band at all coz like its a waste of time...... Guys.. really were we like that?

just think ok and joy, i think you owe ben a "sorry" coz you really hurt him and juz because you want to be wif song jie which is wrong.....

erm tats all i guess everyone happy?

2008-12-23T23:44:00.001+08:00

erm i really need to know if you can stay over this sunday for stay over and just coming

erm plss reply

the timing is after church

2008-12-23T20:06:00.002+08:00

We're not a group anymore.
some people are trying to make decisions for us.
and that includes the gala night thing.
hearing reuben tell me the band thing
guess what?
your right, reuben
i overeacted.
your right what?
you need dont me, you dont need songjie.
At least if your make decisions like that
let me and songjie be there la.
go make this type of bloody stupid decisions.
anyway, i think the way your make the band thing
is ludicrous.
anyway, you dont need me anymore.
IF me and songjie aren't in the same band,
then i'm not participating.
sorry, its just ME complaining.

2008-12-23T17:36:00.000+08:00

change of email.. hahas !!
van_56837@live.com.sg
thanks!

2008-12-22T23:39:00.003+08:00

OK i didn't wanted to break my
no-posting spree
on sfh blog but
lets start with a

HELLO!!

is tat good?
kkk main point
i was thinking
well fine VAN was asking
hu free on wed
then maybe can go out and slack or sumtink?
lol anyways i wun be free on tat day
coz i'm working?(damn i AM hardworking)
lol so like ya haha
ok screwed up
just wondering hu is free on wed ok?
then i shall end with a

BYEBYE

EDIT
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since i'm posting and i'm bored
i'm just gonna say i'm off to play cs
haha the results of boredeom-ness-ses
wow tat'sa long word ok BYE
for real lol

2008-12-21T23:24:00.002+08:00

Hope this poem can always be a comfort to those who feel down :)

Spend all your time waiting

For that second chance

For a break that would make it okay

There's always some reason to feel not good enough

And it's hard at the end of the day

I need some distraction

Oh, beautiful release

Memories seep from my veins

Let me be empty

Oh, and weightless and maybe

I'll find some peace tonight

So tired of the straight line

and everywhere you turn

There's vultures and thieves at your back

The storm keeps on twisting

Keep on building the lies

that you make up for all that you lack

It don't make no difference

Escape one last time

It's easier to believe

In this sweet madness

Or this glorious sadness

That brings me to my knees

2008-12-20T23:15:00.003+08:00

ok guys. we most probably splitting up into two different bands. i will be band leader for one and the other band leader will be song jie. so please listen to him and me k?

It's been really difficult handling the rehearsals...when u all dunno when to stop. i'm not saying it must be serious i mean its like a long rehearsal but know when to stop too ok?

yup... anyway im setting the next rehearsal on another day... because thursday might be a problem. maybe monday? not confirm yet.

But i need the whole band to be there. and i mean it. the last two rehearsals has so few ppl.

the next round if the whole band.. meaning EVERY musician not there. if even one is missing dun bother abt gala night k? sorry i'm being a bit niao abt it but u all should get the point.

the other band can sort ur own rehearsals out. we can help if u need. and the splitting of band ppl we mostly got it figured out we will tell u another time.

anyway change of song. its no longer stand by me. its sing( your love) by hillsong. u can ask me if u dun have. anyway thats the audition song for my band side lah and main for my band is accidentally in love. ur can do something different i suppose its up to you all.

2008-12-18T00:22:00.001+08:00

Tomorrow meet 11.30 at church. gala night ends at 5.30.

2008-12-17T15:23:00.001+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY REUBEN !
take care and maygod bless you (:
OHS and stay happy always
HAHAHAHHAS
ok bye.

2008-12-16T23:29:00.001+08:00

ok on thursday the movie will be abt 11.30 or 12. most probablyy at vivo or plaza sing then we go kovan. rehearsal at abt 2.30 to 5.30 same as last time.

2008-12-14T21:34:00.002+08:00

hey i think i posted this poem before but anyway juz felt to post it again anyway this is a little different haha

Take this eyes so blind and foolish

Go make it see.

Take this hands so useless and hard

Go make a fist.

Take this mouth so quick to criticize

Go give it a kiss.

Take this ears so corrupted and hard

Go make it listen.

Take this soul stranded in some flesh and bones

Go make it sing.

Why the dark before the dawn?

Still I'm waiting for the dawn

What no man can own.

What no person can control.

Take this heart.

Go make it yours.

hope this helps you ^^

2008-12-11T19:39:00.002+08:00

hey guys want to post about erm how important they are no matter where they came from or wat happen in their life first of all like what reuben said we are lacking some unity and i think we should just get together more coz you know everyone is a friend and is needed like i think sam is a great friend and he knows where he stands and also like ben who knows whats the problem in our group and dares to stand up for what's right...sarah is never angry at anyone and never says anything bad and van is always fun and very ON to do things haha and erm james knows how organize stuff and outings for US and marcus is sooo funny and funny hahhahahahahahahahahahahahhaha ok and zeph is does not backstab peps and also is a loyal friend and becky is always cheerful and knows how to cheer people up and vicky is erm a good friend who cares and honest and song jie is kind and happy most of the times(i think) and joy is erm JOYFUL haha and its hard to make her angry i think and noah is like marcus but more fun haha and bird is a person who you can talk too and shes a good friend ^^ and erm lan and Hillary erm i don really know you soo yea haha sooo UNITY IS GOOOD ^^ hahahahahahhahahahahahah byess ok bye

2008-12-09T15:55:00.002+08:00

Hey guys sry for like posting two times....

i really feel i need to say this and if you guys don like it i am sorry

i juz want to say what happen to us really?

i mean seriously?

maybe guys and girls should not hang out at such a young age but i believe that our group will win lives...

i don't know if its me or the guys feel it too but lately i feel very left out when i am wif the girls.. coz its like i juz stand there and like you gals talk about ur stuff and whatever. hey i know maybe you gals want to have ur time or gals talk but don't you think maybe you have a lot already?

maybe i am totally wrong maybe its not from God but i think thats happening and soon this group will be two groups or more

the second thing i want to say is that are we really a Jesus first christian?

like i know some of us are in sports team that take lots of time even sometimes church days

i want to say that i am in my school floor ball team and now i may even be kick out coz i am like the only Chinese in the team and i missed 4 days of floor ball training coz of camp and my mission trip but its worth it coz God is my leader and i trust HIm that nothing bad will happen

anyway i wrote this poem when i was in floor ball training not being able to play the game coz the cap call me off

I'm waiting on the floor

Waiting at the cross

I'm trying to love

Seeing my friends Go

I'm giving up dreams

I'm letting you in

Knowing you love me

I'm standing up,for what's right

I'm taking in pain

won't you come Lord

So i'm waiting at the cross

Waiting for you Lord

Help mw be a friend

Help me endure this

Help me be your soldier

Help me love the poor

Help me tell the world...

Maybe you think that all my words mean nothing but i want to tell you trust in God and he will help You know on holy sprit night i cried soo much because i just wanted to know that God love me.... And he did....

2008-12-09T14:53:00.002+08:00

I think we should take what reuben said very seriously because if there is no unity then why have a group then the guys may as well quit and make our own group right? so yea try to keep everyone involve and talk to every one not only to your own friends.... yea soo plss try to change k?

2008-12-09T00:37:00.003+08:00

SHALOM,me frens!!israel is super nice and i will get you guys presents!its nowonly6:30 here,6 hrs slower.kk miss you guys and bye bye...may the lord be with you:)

2008-12-08T20:35:00.000+08:00

ok i'm going vietnam from tmw till 16th. next gala night rehearsal is 18th.. and maybe we can go celebrate my bd by watching twilight? lol

Unity in SFH

2008-12-08T19:56:00.003+08:00

You know i realize recently this year that our unity doesn't seem as strong as before.

and i think the simple fact we are no longer united is because we try too hard.

Its because we dun have a goal.

Unity only comes when we have the same goal.

No offence but me and joshuah really feel more unity in the mission team than compared with you guys.

Take note that the mission team age gap diff was rather big. and that we only had 5 to 6 days to bond.

I myself was wondering how in the world did we get so close.

I realized its because we had the same goal of bringing hope to the people over there in kalimantan.

I'm not sure if many of you heard SP's message recently regarding the devil's works in LSBC.

The work to bring and add oil to the conflict that people have experienced in the last 10 years since we moved in.

When one falls.. all will fall. its because its a group.

For e.g if the elders fall what do u think will happen to the people? i think most of them will fall too because its a church.

k lah i give an example of conflict ok? i'm not gonna be embarrassed to say it because i think when the people dun stand up for what is right the others suffer. take note i come as a friend :)

i think a really good e.g would be the tension between me and sarah for e.g i'm pretty sure many of you noticed that our unity level has changed.

Like i said.. its because we are in a group. its easy for the devil to break unity. all he need to do is keep a conflict between just two ppl. and viola unity level drops.

Another example would be in church camp? where the girls and boys majorly like.. u know haha...

The truth is unity can be obtained in just days.. hours... minutes. what we need is the same goal that we work towards as SFH.

when we started out sfh i remember how all of us keep on saying " wah i feel God is going to use SFH so greatly. " and blah blah...

Yes its true i think alot of us feel it.. but what we need is unity in order for us to be used greatly not just as one but 17 people coming together becoming one.

Sometimes in order to have unity what we need to do is simply have a goal and forgive.

And to forgive would be the real test of unity and ur commitment. It takes humility defintely... and also the a bold step of coming out of ur comfort zone to tell that person that i forgive you. and of coz do it in actions as well.

Holy spirit night was funny because every other day when we say to guys i love you its known as gay.

But is it really? there's a time for hugging and words of love.

So when samuel... clement... josh all said to each other i love you its kinda weird but you know what? whats so wrong abt that? the world knows the girls do it. are they not the creation of God? and are we not the creation of God as well?

I hope when i leave SFH the unity among u all will grow tremendously beginning from now :)

Reuben and joshuah...